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Sorry For My Long Silence

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Aerial Tal

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It's been a while,

Have kept in touch with a few of you over that post-Gathering "storm" and i come with a white flag.

Firstly, i wish to kick myself in the butt for keeping away from the Forum.

Over the year, have made some tremendous friends, including YOU and have shared my love for Kate's constellation. This is the prime reason why i joined in 2005.

Secondly, i shall always treasure this memorable Gathering this summer. It was a dream come true to re-live a Kate Fan Gathering and i did not mince my words when i evoked my sincere gratitude to "Kate's magic".

Now, in the light of what happened, let me apologise [although this seems so little] for all the harm you have endured.

Never i thought negative vibes could turn this way.

David is not dark or nasty by nature, otherwise we would not be together. His craving to befriend people can distort his personal feelings.... Meeting Paul in the flesh this summer confirmed a few things. Have discussed this at length with Pat. We shared a friend's house an entire weekend and i saw the "two sides of the coin". Paul shares a same passion for music, like Dave, who believes he's been defending a "good friend" in the autumn.... This as far as i can comprehend. Repeatedly, I have asked, begged David to let go of things, telling him others' problems were NOT his. Have also begged David to focus his energy onto positive things. [ie. music].

At this stage, have been far too embarassed to step back into the Forum in an open manner. [Have explained this to the gang]. I feel torn apart by the hurt and harm inflicted to the Forum and my silence to friends i've come to know and appreciate.

Above all, i feel absolutely dreadful for KATE HERSELF.

God help us if this mayhem has reached her in any way... The KBF has already survived blows... I can only hope that this storm will pass and that the bonds that unite us as a community is stronger than those recent events.

This kind of things goes against the grain of my own convictions as far has friendship and human relationships go.

I miss the Forum very much, however, I too have have been hurt by those negative energies. It is not what it should be about. Like Lissa and the vast majority of the KBF members, I joined in to celebrate Kate's music, world, my joy of life, love, friends and share it with similar folk.

I feel for you all, believe me and am working at home to make David see light again. David, like all of us, is no saint. However, he has to cultivate friendship, true friendship and he must learn to let go of things.

I will fully understand if you wish to disregard my message. However, please know it has taken me a while to fully comprehend what's been happening from various echoes.

I hope peace and light are gradually filling your hearts again .

I miss you all very dearly and i hope to be accepted again some day .

All the love, Nat xxx

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Jees Nat - you were never NOT accepted ... I wondered where the hell you'd gone to be honest. So get yer arse back here - pronto!

bf-cattoy.gif come back and play x

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Jees Nat - you were never NOT accepted ... I wondered where the hell you'd gone to be honest. So get yer arse back here - pronto!

bf-cattoy.gif come back and play x

Thank you, sweet Helen :) ))

it's good to be back with you too - thank you for your kindness! :)

love & hugzzzzzz

xxxx

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Hey Sweetie

You have no reason to apologise, we are all missing you loads so please hurry back.

xxxx

Hiya Coopsy :) )))))))))

sorry techno hiccups last night with site going down...

am glad we're all back on!!!

will play and post shortly :) ))

have even a poem for you all!

Love you all guys!!!

xxxxx

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Thank you Nat for your honesty and being the beautiful person you are XXX. I truely value all my friends here, they have kept me sane in a mad world.

I love Dave and understand what you say about him, just give him a hug from me.

I second everyones sentiments here, WE LOVE YOU NAT XXX

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Thank you Nat for your honesty and being the beautiful person you are XXX. I truely value all my friends here, they have kept me sane in a mad world.

I love Dave and understand what you say about him, just give him a hug from me.

I second everyones sentiments here, WE LOVE YOU NAT XXX

Thank YOU for your very kind words, sweet Pat :wub::hug:

I will give him a hug, I will. :) ...Let us keep safe together. Kate has a knack with that!!! ;)

Hey, Girl - back on Skype yet???

Take great care of yourself, Sweetie :) .

All our love to you and Jo

xoxoxoxoxoxo

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Nat it's great to see you back on the forum, we all miss you.

Hugs

PG xx:D

sweet PG, it's magic to be and share with you and everyone again :)

:hug:

xoxoxo

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Gosh!

I have no idea what is what, but I know, what little I do know about you, I like :)

Sarahx

Thank you very much, Sarah :)

it's always good to find you, Girl :hug:

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